Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Day Four: What would you do if you cannot fail; if there are no limitations in money, resources, time or networks?

   This is a fun thing to talk about(: 

First, I would build a house. I want a house with hidden passages. I would make a staircase that plays a different instrument with each step making a song. I want it modern. My kind of modern. Edges. Black, white, and purple. I would want the best kitchen appliances. I want a beasting bathroom!  The living room I haven't pictured yet. I want a recording studio in the house. I want a music room. I want a theatre system in the basement. I would put a lot of positive quotes on the walls. I like positive things. I would put my kind of art. I would put gory pictures. Art to do with music. 
  
 If, at this point, I had children. I would make sure they studied all of the religions. I wouldn't force any of them on them. I would put them in a private school that I feel has the best schooling the could get. I would hire a tutor for them. I would like them them to learn an instrument. I would buy them nice clothing and give them anything they NEEDED. I would make sure they learned the values of being patient, humble, and selfless. 

   I would become a psychiatrist for teenagers. I would be the worst one ever. I would try to teach them that there are people in the world with bigger problems. I would make them look at the definitions of depression, anxiety, greed, etc.. 

   I would be able to be a public speaker. I would teach people the way of smartassism. I would teach them things that are important at that point and time. I would let them know the power of music. I would let them do whatever the fuck they wanted to do for a day. They would learn the definition of chaos. 

  I would have the supplies to be organized!! I love organization. I know it doesn't show it in my writing but still.... 
  
  I would let all my anger out. I would become stress free. I would be anxiety free. I would be pretty. I would be perfect.

Day Three: What are the achievements you are most proud of?

  Achievements..... I don't have many. 
 I am glad I graduated. I was field commander this past marching season. I learned trumpet. I've been playing since my 6th grade year. Being me. Having a great family and boyfriend... That's about it xD 

Day Two: What Are You Passionate About?

   

pas·sion  

/ˈpaSHən/
Noun
  1. Strong and barely controllable emotion.
  2. A state or outburst of such emotion.
Synonyms
rage - ardour - ardor - anger - love

   Music. Everybody is though. I am passionate about the meaning of the lyrics. I like to know how people feel. 

    My family. I couldn't live without them. They are there even when I don't think they are. 

   Theo. I am so glad we met. He can read me like a book. Which I am kind of scared of. I can't hide anything. 

   Art. Without art I wouldn't be able to picture anything. 

  Writing... Writing is a big one. Without writing I wouldn't be able to explain myself. I would be a psychopath. All my thoughts would be suffocating me. 

  That's it. I will do day three and four most likely tonight... 


Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Day One: Who Are You

  First day and I'm already struggling with this question. So what did I do? What I usually do when I can't figure out the answer. I googled it and read few people's opinion on how to answer this. I also had song lyrics pop into my head. (Imagine that). Anyways the blog I am referring to is: http://thedailylove.com/how-to-really-answer-the-question-who-are-you-new-blog/.

 
She states that we all label ourselves with this question. We are not labels though. Do we even know what we are? I don't know the answer to that either. So my answer to this question is all labels that I have labeled myself and that others have. 

 First off, I am Tanith. In that "label" I am many labels. I'm human. I age January 8th of every year and have since 1995. Which means my age at the moment is eighteen. I am 5'6 tall and my weight at the moment is 112.3. I am as the Indians would say pale skinned. Like ghostly pale. I have blue eyes. I am naturally strawberry blonde ,but I like the color black better. I am a thinker. I like the question why. I am emo? I am always anxious. I have been told I am shy. I am bright. I am lost within my head. I am crazy. I am quiet. I am goth. I am creative. I am sneaky. I am greedy. I am humble. I am selfless. 

  In everyday life I am a daughter. I am a sister. I am almost a mom. (No I am not pregnant, but I love children. I play the mom role when needed.) I am a cousin. I am a niece. I am granddaughter. I am loving. I am a girlfriend. I am a writer. I am a musician. I am a singer. I am random. I am contradiction. I am confusing. I am straight forward. I am a realist. I am an idealist. I am a stranger. I am a friend. I am an enemy. I am religious. I am not religious. I am emotionally declined. I am open. I am a closed book. I am pretty. I am ugly. 

  All these things describe me. I am me. You are you. You are an individual. We are the perspective of society.  Maybe you can answer the questions I can't. If you can please comment. 

  The lyrics I was referring to is Whore by In This Moment. Now the title seems vulgar and it is, but there is a verse that always catches my attention. "Now that you’re hooked, it’s all becoming clear.
That all your judgments that you placed on me was a reflection of discovery. So maybe next time when you cast your stones from the shadows of the dark unknown You will crawl up from your hiding place
Take a look in the mirror
See the truth in your face!" 

  Anyways I'm done now